Actually

Just a terriable day.....
I`m puzzeled with his behavior,sometimes he look at me so nice,unforgetable,with interests, so gentlly....but sometimes he is very cold.....
Sometimes I seem loving him, I`m not sure but...

So,I want to continue my story about "Mr.Darsy"=))))))
He just ignors me!!!!!He does`t greet me !!!He stopped paying attention to me at all!!!!!!!!I know,I`m wrong that I tell such things about his behavior,but I can`t understend what happens!!!!I slowly go mad but every day I feel what he means for me

Once someone told me that I would meet my love when I stoped looking for it.
So ,there is a boy in our form ,I hated him all the time of last year,and a week ago he became to pay a lot of attention to me!!!I`d like to say that he is self-centered and he has an auful character!But I seems to fall in love with him...I ehjoy this feeling,but I don`t know what to do !I`m afraid he jokes with me....I`m just afraid....
Sometimes this story resembles me "Pride & Prajudies", he is as strage as Mr .Darsy.
I just don`t know what to do!I hate myself....